December 7, 2009

God Please Help Me Mend

Fuck this. I'm so tired of trying. I'm so tired of my life being bleak because I loved someone too much. That's fucking ridiculous! It's love, it's supposed to feel GOOD!
My life is waiting for me. I have to move all this bullshit aside and just go on, like I've been trying to do, only sort of unsuccessfully.
I don't want any more men in my life. No one, gone. All gone. It was ballsy of me and it took some doing, but they're ALL GONE!
Now it's just me and my kids and my dogs.
And FUCK the rest of it. My heart needs time to mend.

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