Oh Who Am I Kidding ?

I can pretend that I'm above it and past it but really, who am I kidding? 
This sucks.
Once you enter a realm with someone where feelings begin to surface, you can't go backwards.

I have to accept that the pain is there. If I ignore it, it'll only rear it's ugly head at some later and inconvenient date. Moving on sounds great, but I'm just not feeling it yet. I hate feeling like this, but I guess pain and I are buddies right now.